||[May. 27th, 2005|04:59 pm]
Well, school is pretty much over now... And I'm going to miss it so bad... Not because of the school fact, but the actually getting out of the house and seeing my friends part...
And even though I've complained and everythig this year, this has been a good year.. Yeah yeah, some bad things happened that were bad at the time which I thought i could never get over.. But now I just laugh because I just don't care... And I'm starting to talk to everyone that I didn't talk to for about 6 or 7 months there... If I even tried to sum up this year, I would go on for days... So, instead, I'll let everyone make their own assumption of my year and you think whatever you want..
Some think I have wasted this year, some don't know and some think I spent this year making good choices... I, for one, don't really care... I'm alive, I'm happy, and I'm still me damnit.. And you're not gonna change that.. I have found some of the best friends in the most unlikely places.. Like lunch.. I never would've thought that Lincoln and Nicole could give me one of their speeches and make me get and say, "yeah, you're right.. I don't care.. Screw it".. But they did... And for everyone's information, this isn't ALL about Mary.. This is about 100 different things.. My whole year wasn't just based on her, so screw you if that's what you're thinking...
Yeah, I've made some mistakes... But, the question is, did I learn from them?? Hell yes..
And one last thing... Today at Lunch, Stu said, "If these are supposed to be the best years of our life, then the rest of our life is really going to suck"... Dang that's a good point./...
"Don't be so eager to find out a secret, because it could change your life forever"
So long, Freshman year... Hello another crappy year...
But before I have that crappy year, I'll have an awesome, kick ass, do nothing at all, lazy, friggin summer... Bring it on...